July 06, 2005_1:06 pm

i had an epiphany last week. i'm a bitch! lol. so i've decided to change. i'm going to find some kind of happy medium between always getting stepped on & always standing up for myself. i don't know what that is yet, but i'm in the process of figuring it out. i know it has something to do with knowing when to keep my comments to myself. i hope senior year rocks. i'm gonna make every effort in the world to make it the best yet. then it's off to new york for college :). that's gonna be exciting. finally a place where the world around me moves as fast as the world in my head!! o yeah btw: i got a new job! at least i think i did. they were supposed to call me today or yesterday to set up a date for orientation & they haven't called yet...but she TOLD me i was hired??? weird... well it's only 1 o'clock. i'll wait a little while & maybe after we drop liz off at umass i'll call them. but yeah. that's me updating for the first time in forever! woot! l8r daze.